Nerves get the best of me

Nerves get the best of me....

Well I'm on my kindle at the moment so I'm going to apologize in advanced for no pictures or any misspelled words there may be in this blog.....

Been catching a lot of possums, survived Wal-Mart black Friday sale, as well as Bass Pro black Friday sale which was a nightmare everyone was going for pants, ammo, and the metal ammo boxes....me on the other hand got the game cameras that I wanted, hoodie to replace  mine from when our field was one fire...some sleep pants and a flashlight deal....

Anyways the reason the title was the way it I, is that I hadn't seen any deer....Been playing with my deer call for the past couple days messing with the different settings....well I got done grunting in this one field and was walking back to where I normally set at and notice  something white....used my binoculars and saw that it was a deer....but it was too far to really get a shot.....so I crunched down and started to stalk down towards it.....stood back up and still could only see the head (noticed now there was a total of two deer),crunched back down and went further  down....stood back up and thought I was at a spot I could take a shot.....my problem is that my arms feel like hello...and am very wobbly.....so I tried setting my sight on the deer....must have missed because it ran off with the other deer....couldn't find any traces of blood....which yes people may make fun of me especially since I started crying because I was just so frustrated at myself....so yes anyone can poke and make fun of me but no one is in my shoes and I'm only human....but hoping since the wind will be in my favor tomorrow that I'll have better luck....

Hoping by this week I'll be able to add  some pictures of sunrise and sunsets that I've taken plus pictures of products I've tried, etc.

Thanks